Where shall I begin...wow. Yesterday was rough beyond belief!!! Between having the blues when it comes to finding answers for the future (although I know in Him I will trust). It doesn't make it easier...the not knowing. The feeling of giving up, throwing in the towel, just everything was like......AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!
Yea, that is how I felt. I probably looked like the lady pulling out her hair, makeup all over her face, screamin' like a banshee in the process!! Yea, that was me. I admit it. I have failed in some ways. But I choose to press on.
I'm learning that meltdowns are easy to come by lately. I cry at anything and everything. I am an emotional wreck. I argue about stupid stuff with the hubby and am just a big puff of emotions....what the heck is wrong with me??? (NO. I AM NOT PREGNANT. so don't ask) I can just see it now, I will have 5 phones calls with people freakin' out cause I either didn't tell them first or I am actually pregnant-don't freak people. I am not. (see...I just became emotional again)
I don't want to do laundry. I don't want to clean up all the mess that seems to resonate in my dining room. I don't want to make up my bed. Ugh....I want to get out of this place I am in!!!
Help!!......I'm melting....I'm melting..... (I must be the wicked witch)
Park City Utah
4 years ago
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You are SO not the wicked witch.... and if it makes you feel any better I have been feeling the same way the last 2 days... ask my family they will tell you its so. I'm feeling a little better. I texted Drea this morning & told her to prepare a place for me b/c I was running away to FL & NEVER coming back to RVA. Maybe you & I can run away together! We could dye our hair & buy fake mustaches & no-one would every be able to find us.
Uh no, you are not the wicked witch. You are just going through transition. Transitioning for something great that God has in store for you and the family. Transition is exciting at first, at the thought of change. But with transition comes "actual change", change that sometimes we may not have control over, but we must take comfort knowing that God is in complete control of our lives and the circumstances. Pastor Randy said last night that there is no turmoil in heaven (he may have used another word) but the point is why fret.....heaven is not in a frenzy. I know at times for all of us that can be easier said then done, but we must continue to take comfort in his word and know that his promises are true and everlasting. Love you Robin....I am so excited for you...smile =)
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